-HIATUS-

 I'm spending way too much time updating my xanga and livejournal. I honestly might just start using my lj from now on instead. I'll have to think about that.

 Combined with my homework, AIM, fanfics, emails, & the phone..

 Eh. Yeah.

 I'll be back soon. Hopefully.

  And I laughed

 When you said that you loved me

 Without even batting an eye

 The words coming out so easily

 When you stared at me with eyes of such sincerity

 And you pretended like it didn't hurt at all

 And I laughed

 When you walked to my house in the rain

 Because you heard I was upset

 Your hair was dripping

 Sopping wet

 I just smiled and said

 I didn't expect to see you drenched ringing my doorbell

 In the cold

  And I laughed

 Only because I didn't want to break in front of you

 I'm selfish & pathetic.

 I know it.

 -not my best work.-

Sweetness, sweetness I was only joking when I said
I'd like to smash every tooth in your head
Oh, sweetness, sweetness I was only joking when I said
By rights you should be bludgeoned in your bed

And now I know how joan of arc felt
Now I know how joan of arc felt
As the flames rose to her roman nose
And her discman started to melt

 -Placebo

I didn't go to school today! Hooray! It's 11:18 and I still can't fall asleep. Damnit. >.< *bangs head on desk* I can't fall asleep for some reason and it's getting to me.

I'm an idiot. I make dumb promises to myself and somehow I manage to break them. I said I wouldn't talk to him again and somehow I don't know..I manage to find myself around him again. It's odd. I know he apologize and all, the tears..Boo Hoo. I don't know. Maybe that's what gotten to me.

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new layout. ¢¾ I LOVE IT. O.O XDD. I saw it. Had to use it.

 Girls can be so sad. Especially the ones at SSA. God, such fraggin' petty arguements. Can you all just shut up for one minute and look around.

 Sssh. Nobody cares.

 And can people stop talking about their goddamned boyfriend? DEAR GOD MAN. I mean enough is enough, sure it's nice. I like boys too. Though I don't always check up on the guy I'm dating, know what he's wearing, and know what he had for breakfast. If your going to talk about him, make it intresting. Or at least..I don't know. Try to.

 Don't just get up and go,

 "Yeah well. He like totally got up and like..Put on clothes. And then he called me, and I was like whoah."

 Then some girls can't even say anything to the people they don't like, to their faces. I HATE THAT. LET ME SPELL IT OUT FOR YOU.

P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C

 If you want something done, don't send your friends.

 And that's the lesson for today kiddies. Don't go on about some guy your only gonna see for a week, and do your own dirty work. End of story. ^_^